Monday, 5 August 2013

Giving thanks

As I was reminded of yesterday, it is good to give thanks.  To take time at the end (or in the middle if possible) of chaos to look for the blessings.  The little things, the big things.  To speak them out, to share the thanksgiving with others whose hearts are also filled with gratitude; to speak the gratitude in faith for those whose hearts are empty in the middle of their chaos.

Today, as I continue to reflect on my crazy week then lovely weekend and now realize that I have not blogged in almost 6 months, I know there are a lot of blessings, some small some big, to publicly share:
  • for the reality that when I am empty, there is One who is stronger
  • for a summer full of sensational sunsets
  • for chances to see a sky full of stars
  • for friends who are like family
  • for colleagues who are friends
  • for good music at every turn
  • for prayers, received and given
  • for rental cars, hotel rooms and great meals I can expense
  • for my own beater car, my own apartment and sandwiches
  • for nights sleeping outside
  • for massages afterward
  • for beaches and bicycles
  • for coffee and consignment shops
  • for new places to discover and favourite places to introduce to others
  • for a completed degree, a timely new job and an upcoming new season of education
  • for continued perks of travelling and taking in the beauty of Canada
  • for the cuddles of nieces and the high-fives of nephews
  • for resolution
  • for hope
  • for love
  • for the reality that it's good to not always be strong and it's good to surrender control






Thursday, 14 February 2013

Just a song

Once again, certain songs I'm hearing keep speaking to me.  I thought I'd do my own version of one of them.  Enjoy.


Saturday, 5 January 2013

So, about Jesus...

This evening I was trying to explain to myself what it is about living life with Jesus.  I was thinking a little about the various people I used to meet while working with Global Youth Network, who would call themselves "spiritually open" and who wanted to be involved with the organization because we didn't shy away from talking openly about faith.  People always loved hearing one another's "Life Story" while living on a boat in the Amazon, or sitting around campfires in Thailand and I've never had any trouble sharing the parts of mine that include God speaking to me and me choosing to follow His guidance in my life.  But tonight I was thinking about just how does a committed Jesus-follower really present what it's about and why it's so much more than just being "spiritually open". 

I happened to pick up a book I bought well over a year ago that I'd only read a few chapters in and tried to figure out where I was and decided to read the next chapter, titled "Union".  The book is Brennan Manning's The Furious Longing of God.  Perfect chapter for my mullings and here is a quote he included from John McKenzie about Jesus:

We recognize that the person whom we have encountered speaks to our innermost being, supplies our needs, satisfies our desires.  We recognize that this person gives life meaning.  I do not say a new meaning simply, for we realize that before we encountered this person life had no real meaning.  We recognize that this person has revealed to us not only himself, but our own true self as well.  We recognize that we cannot be our own true self except by union with this person.  In him, the obscure is illuminated, the uncertain yields to the certain, insecurity is replaced by a deep sense of security.  In him we find we have achieved an understanding of many things which baffled us.  We recognize in his person strength and power which we can sense passing from him to us.  Most certainly, if most obscurely, we recognize that in this person we have encountered God, and that we shall not encounter God in any other way.

I like this.


Wednesday, 19 December 2012

Un cuento (A short story)

So just writing that last post made me think of the short story I wrote for one of my Spanish literature courses this term.  I have it in both Spanish and English, but I kind of prefer it in Spanish.  (Although I don't really know how it sounds to a native speaker.  My professor gave me a good mark at least.)  I guess the English wouldn't be so simple if I wrote it in English originally.

The inspiration for this story was from two experiences and two women I met while working with YWAM (one in Vancouver and one in Toronto).  Maybe sometime I will share the real story, but for now, here is my creative version where the two meet (and where I am not exactly a character).
Don't worry, the English translation follows!

¡Qué ejemplo!
     Ella casi no la ve: la mujer encorvada, cubierta de mantas casi parece como un montón de basura apoyándose contra el café. Es una de las noches oscuras y frías de Winnipeg y ella se ha envuelto la cara con una bufanda. Se ensimisma, pensando en el fin de semana pasado cuando alojó en su casa a una joven misionera. Hacía sólo dos meses que había asistido a la iglesia cuando hicieron un anuncio pidiéndole a alguien que proporcionara una habitación por una noche para una oradora invitada, una misionera, así que ofreció su casa. Sabía que no tenía mucho que ofrecer, pero ella podía ofrecerle su cuarto y así ella compartiría con su hija adolescente.
     Ella esperaba que no le importara a la misionera que ella fumaba, que los amigos de su hija fumarían yerba en el balcón, que tenía más gatos de lo que debería. Trataba de hacer algo para cenar, a pesar de que el día sería un día largo de trabajo. Cuando llegó a casa, se dio cuenta que no había tenido tiempo de lavar los platos de ayer, pero no había tiempo para hacerlo ahora ya que había que cocinar algo para la misionera invitada.
      Fue una comida sencilla, la conversación fue ligera y somera. Ella se preguntaba si la misionera estaba satisfecha. Observaba que la misionera parecía incómoda.
      (La misionera era alérgica a los gatos; y tenía una aversión fuerte al desbarajuste. A ella no le molestaba la suciedad en los países en vías de desarrollo, pero ella no podía comprender porque esta mujer canadiense se había ofrecido a hospedarla el fin de semana sin haber limpiado la cama. ¡Qué ejemplo de hospitalidad!)
      Actualmente cuando la mujer hospitalaria camina esas calles de Winnipeg, perdida en estas preocupaciones, se recuerda de algunas palabras que una vez leyó:
      Veía cómo los ricos echaban dinero en el arca de las ofrendas. Vio a una viuda pobre, que echó dos monedas de muy poco valor y dijo:
      — Les aseguro que esta viuda pobre ha echado más que todos los demás. Porque todos los otros echaron como ofrenda lo que les sobraba, mientras que ella, dentro de su necesidad, ha echado todo lo que tenía para vivir.
      La mujer hospitalaria y generosa cruza hacia el montón en la acera, dejar desaparecer su inquietud propia.
      — ¿Puedo invitarle a un café y un sándwich? — pregunta.
      Las dos mujeres se sientan juntas en la acera, se comulgan, comparten historias, comparten sus vidas. Aprenden la una de la otra.
      En el camino de vuelta a su casa desordenada, la mujer hospitalaria reflexiona sobre las palabras de la mujer pobre que llama a las calles, su hogar:
      — Cada mañana me levanto y doy gracias al Creador.
      ¡Qué ejemplo de gratitud!

What an example!
      She almost doesn't see her; the hunched over woman covered in blankets almost looks like a pile of garbage leaning up against the coffee shop. It's one of those dark, cold Winnipeg nights, where she has her own face wrapped up tight in a scarf. She was also lost in her own thoughts, thinking about last weekend when she hosted a young missionary in her home. She had only been going to church for a couple of months when they made an announcement asking for someone to provide a room for one night for a guest speaker missionary so she offered her home. She knew she didn't have much to offer, but she could offer her bedroom and share with her teenage daughter.
      She hoped that the missionary wouldn't mind that she smoked, that her daughter's friends would probably be doing pot on the balcony, that she had more cats than she probably should. She would try to make something for dinner, even though the particular day would be a long one at work. When she got home she realized she hadn't had time to do the dishes from yesterday, but there was no time to do them now—she had to cook something for the missionary guest.
      It was a simple meal, conversation was light and superficial. She wondered if the missionary was happy. She noticed that the missionary seemed uncomfortable.
      (The missionary was allergic to cats; and she had a strong aversion to clutter. Dirt in the developing world didn't bother her, but she couldn't understand why this Canadian woman would offer to put her up for the weekend, but not take the time to clean off the bed! What an example of hospitality?!)
      Now as the woman walks those Winnipeg streets, lost in those worries, she recalls some words she read once:
      Looking up, he saw the rich putting their gifts into the temple treasury. He also saw a poor widow put in two very small copper coins and said, “I tell you the truth, this poor widow has put in more than all the others. All these others gave their gifts out of their wealth; but she out of her need put in all she had to live on.”
      The hospitable and generous woman is now going over to the pile on the sidewalk, leaving her own preoccupation to disappear. “Can I buy you a coffee and sandwich?” she asks. The two women are now sitting together on the sidewalk, communing, sharing stories, sharing lives. Learning from one another.
       On her way back to her disorderly home, the hospitable woman reflects on the words she heard from the poor woman who calls the streets her home:Every morning I wake up and give thanks to the Creator.
       What an example of gratitude!